Patsy Kensit has vowed never to marry again after splitting from her 4th husband.
The 42-year-old mother of two said the break-up with DJ Jeremy Healy has left her feeling 'foolish and ashamed' as well as plunging her into depression (nooooo!!).
Miss Kensit, who is soon to leave the BBC's Holby City but will appear in Strictly Come Dancing next month, also described the separation in April after a year of marriage as 'embarrassing and humiliating'.
'This year has been truly, truly awful. I lost my confidence (noooooo) and ballooned from eight stone to 11.
But I'm looking forward now, with one million per cent conviction, that I definitely won't be getting married again,' (noooooo) she told She magazine.
Miss Kensit, who has two sons, James, 17, from her marriage to Jim Kerr, and Lennon, 10, by Oasis Liam Gallagher, said she ended the marriage after realising the relationship wasn't working.
'I also felt I'd put myself first before my kids and I didn't want that,' she said.
'It's embarrassing, humiliating, all those terrible emotions that make you want to run away and hide.
'I can't tell you how foolish and ashamed I feel.
'But I'm a 42-year-old woman, a single mother. I have a job. I have to get on. There is no crime in falling down, the shame is in not picking yourself up. In life, it's not what happens to you, but how you react to it.'
The actress admitted that she may have rushed into the marriage to Healy, shrugging: 'I guess I've been looking for security, like everyone else.
'And yes, I did always want the marriage and family thing, but when I look at it, I was this girl who wanted to be at home, yet I always chose men who spent half their lives out the country.' (I always stay at home!!!!! ahahaha and with you I would stay even more! ^_^ Marry an Italian! ahahahaha)
Miss Kensit married Dan Donovan when she was 19 and the marriage lasted three years.
She then wed Simple Minds singer Jim Kerr. They had James, but split in 1994 after two years together.
She said "I do" to Oasis singer Liam Gallagher. But the pair split in 1999 after two years - with the wild rocker announcing the split to around 90,000 fans while on stage at London's Wembley Stadium in 2000.
At the time of her marriage to Healy, she said: 'I know in my heart that this is it.' Yet within months they were having furious rows.
Miss Kensit asked Healy to undergo counselling but he refused even to remain in contact with her.
She said: 'I don't have any regrets in my life. I've made mistakes, but they were my mistakes.'
I take these dogs away from you!! :))
It's ok even if you speak french, you're the only one allowed ahaha
all these ones remind me of when I was a child, she was a sex symbol :)
nostalgia :(, time flies...
and at the Italian Sanremo Festival her leopard dress coming down was a scandal :)
Cross my heart
with Eros Ramazzotti, La luce buona delle stelle (The good light of stars)